suicidal thoughts

How did it feel? It felt like he was barely holding it together. She, of all people, should shun him. Or yell at him. Curse him. Spit at him. Take out her wand and blast him off the face of the earth. It was crushing guilt and relief and confusion all at once when he looked at Hermione Granger.The monotony of Draco’s daily routine had become both a lifeline and a noose. But this new habit of grabbing coffee with Hermione Granger is quickly becoming a reason to get out of bed and is unfortunately forcing him to re-evaluate his inconsequential existence.Hermione is living her life in fragments, separate pieces scattered about, and she can’t find a way to step back and let the full picture form. Why are morning meetings with Draco Malfoy the only thing that make sense anymore?

9 years after the battle of Hogwarts, the war still rages on and everyone is much changed since their days at Hogwarts.Hermione is the most lethal soldier in The Order, spending her days on rescue missions to free captured Muggleborn slaves and fight on the front line. For years, she's been meeting in secret with a spy within Voldemort's ranks to exchange information.But when she's captured and made prisoner at Malfoy Manor, of all the dark and evil ways she'd envisioned Malfoy would torture her, she never quite imagined anything this horrific. I just wanted to make it abundantly clear that I was originally inspired to write this fic after I read the masterpiece that is Manacled, so I would like to thank SenLinYu for her amazing work! The memory searching aspect of Manacled is what inspired me, and although I have adapted that, (and also made Draco head Death Eater, because... ya know... we all love it when he's Voldemort's right hand man 😅😉), Secrets and Masks will be a very very different fic all together.

After three years of dating, Ron admits he cheated on Hermione for two of those years with Daphne Greengrass--and Harry knew all about it. Reeling from the betrayal by her friends and family, Hermione must rebuild her life and discover new bonds with an unlikely group including Theo Nott, Blaise Zabini, and Pansy Parkinson. What happens when Draco Malfoy, her first and deepest love, suddenly reappears in Hermione's life and she finds that her feelings have only grown deeper with time? OR: Hermione and Draco secretly dated at Hogwarts, he left after his trial, and now he's returned to win her back.

College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate. His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate. And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane. Turkish Translation Here Vietnamese Translation Here

Izuku Midoriya is unlucky, to say the least and life hasn't exactly been kind. Things weren't so bad in the beginning, but once he was diagnosed quirkless, well, it all went to shit. Everyone grew to hate him, even his best friend and own father. Was it really that impossible to become a hero without a quirk? It doesn't really matter because to Izuku, the term hero is flexible. He'll be his own hero because he's learnt from his own experience, people are selfish and the only one he can rely on is himself. Left alone to fend for himself in the world, Izuku goes out to change things on his own terms, despite his methods being slightly illegal. Keyword, slightly. It's only illegal if he gets caught, right?

Izuku Midoriya has been told his entire life that he was useless and that the world would be a better place without him. When you hear something for so long, you begin to believe it. After Izuku hits his breaking point he finally decides to go through with it...or at least he tries. I have a tiktok if you wanna go check it out. My user is @saavaageauthor and there you will find Desperately Departing content, non-canon (and canon) angst, and more!

Bakugou is spiraling in the aftermath of Kamino and his friends are starting to notice. He's stubborn, aggressively independent, and less than willing to dig into his past, but after a breakdown that ends with a painfull secret revealed, he starts to get help. Whether he likes it or not. Meanwhile, a new kind of villain threatens an uneasy peace following the loss of Allmight. Whispers build as a new narrative slowly takes shape:Hero society needs to change. Feat. Therapy, Dadzawa, best boy Kirishima, dysfunctional families, healing, growing up, and the mortifying ordeal of being known

Peter felt the pain of his body trying to knit itself together even as it was torn apart. His spidey-sense screaming at him of the danger, danger that he couldn't escape. He begged anyway, begged Mr. Stark to save him. He knew it wasn't fair on the man... he did it anyway. Holding back tears, Peter apologized to his mentor as he fades away into dust. Green, a bright fluorescent Green fills his vision, he's drowning in it. Drowning. He can't breathe, the green fills his nostrils, his mouth, his lungs. Until he isn't, he's not drowning and he breathes in desperately, coughing out the green liquid as he greedily gasps for air. There's no one to tell Peter he's okay, not the warming presence of his Aunt, the scent of cinnamon to fill his nostrils, nor the motor oil he'd become so familiar with from his mentor. He was well and truly alone in this cold, dark world. Would he find a way home? Or would he have to create a new one in the unfamiliar world? (I've set this work as Mature for the heavy mentions and depictions of self-harm and suicidal thoughts)

(The original Adam Redemption/Adam Agenda fic) After the last extermination, Adam survives but is cast out of Heaven and sent to Hell. Charlie encounters him and learns there's more to the story she was told growing up. Adam wasn't always the villain he was portrayed as and her parents weren't the heroes she believed them to be. This is the story of Hell told by the man who used to have everything. And his tragic downfall where he lost paradise not only once, but twice.

For two years, Jeon Jungkook has been out of the ring, happily moving on with his life alongside Jimin and his daughter as the scars of his past slowly heal. But when a new student steps into his gym to ask for Jungkook’s help, an old threat begins to rear its head again, putting the fragile stability of Jungkook’s mental health—as well as his family—at risk.

Alastor was an ace of spades who had no fleshly desires at all — or so he thought. Then Lucifer Morningstar came along, and he felt things he’d never felt before. Lust. Fear. Desire. He felt threatened, and what better way to deal with a threat than to take control of that which was threatening, by any means necessary? Lucifer just wanted to be a good father to his daughter, Charlie. He never expected to be drugged to the point of weakness by one of her so-called “friends” and he certainly didn’t expect to become a victim of something as horrible and cruel as rape. What makes it worse is that the rape forces him to remember that his body is hermaphroditic in the worst way possible. Charlie just wants to reconnect with her father. But suddenly, he seems so small, so scared. Like a porcelain doll that will break if she so much as looks at him the wrong way. She doesn’t know what’s wrong — but she knows something IS wrong, and she wants, so badly, to help him. But how can she help him when he refuses to speak about it? And why is Alastor so much more coy and buddy-buddy than usual, too? Somehow, she thinks it’s connected to her father’s sudden meek temperament, and she doesn’t like it one bit.

Nicole lives past overdosing with Emily in Remedial English. It turns out it did more than give her a coma. Before? She dealt with the bullshit of the world with drugs, razors, and apathy. Now? Maybe she can figure out life with friends and family. Fuck, almost dying on a classroom floor really makes a suicidal girl think...

Nesta Archeron has always struggled with mental health; her self-hatred, and her anger. She thought that after everything with Cassian and the Queen, she had recovered. She was rebuilding her relationships and had friends now. But after she makes a decision her family can't understand, she falls deeper down than her family or she could have ever imagined. But, the further you fall, the better the view is once you reach the top. SPOILER ALERT: Takes place after HOFAS specifically the "Ember and Randall" bonus chapter so DO NOT READ if you have not read HOFAS or care about spoilers. This is an AU post HOFAS essentially TRIGGER WARNING: there will be graphic depictions of self-harm and suicidal thoughts and blood and injuries. Please be careful when you read this.

Ten years after the war, Severus Snape is in a slump, living a quiet Muggle life far from the Wizarding World. With a nudge from Minerva McGonagall, he reluctantly joins a Muggle dating site, where users connect anonymously—no names, no photos, just personalities. He bonds with the much-younger BookGirl over shared Muggle interests, but when they finally meet, Severus discovers that his two worlds are closer than he ever imagined—and BookGirl is not who he expected. A self-indulgent happily-ever-after romantic comedy.

Chuuya was barely ten years old when he and his single mother lost everything. Only ever knowing poverty, his luck suddenly turns around when Mori, a brilliant doctor and businessman, offers them a place to live, and in exchange he’ll have to be a servant in his mansion. The problem is Mori has a son who is Chuuya’s age, and he’s made it his mission to break the redhead into pieces that could never be put back together. Whether it’s at school or at home, Dazai has conditioned Chuuya to fear him whenever he is around. Dazai's number one rival and another rich boy in the school, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, hates how Dazai treats Chuuya. His kindness has led Chuuya to develop a small crush on Fyodor, but any moments between the two of them are cruelly ripped away by Dazai. Dazai takes matters into his own hands to ensure Chuuya knows exactly who he belongs to. ------ Or, Chuuya ends up in a messy love triangle between his tormentor and savior.

Companion Piece to Red Sun Rising... Luffy's journey and how he was found, how he is and all that happens after the Buster Call that eradicated Dawn.

Peters has fangs now. Sure, whatever, his life is weird enough already, but when he discovers that he also produces venom, it becomes a whole new problem. How will he figure out what exactly his new fangs are capable of? How is he supposed to fight the urge not to bite every criminal he comes across?Plus, as if he didn’t already have his hands full, a mercenary called Deadpool is insisting on joining him during all his patrols. Peter’s life is a nightmare, and all he wants is something to chew on.

Maybe Benson doesn’t know exactly where he’s going or how long it’ll be before this whole thing reaches its inevitable, bloody conclusion, but he knows he’s taking Randy with him. (Canon divergent from Miss Beard's house)

Really. Apollo would need to have words with the Oracle of Delphi.The one time it has him recite a prophecy instead of Rachel, and it predicts the downfall of Zeus. Couldn't it at least wait until he was not in the presence of his father?

Bella Swan is ready to die after Edward leaves her behind in Forks. Instead, she finds herself adopted into the Quiluete Wolf Pack. The fact that her best friend and new boyfriends turn into giant wolves is a bonus when Victoria returns to take her revenge. Paul/Bella/Jared

Harry Potter has fallen, and Voldemort has ushered in a new reign of terror for all who opposed him. Hermione Granger is one of the "lucky" ones, largely spared from harm as the muggleborn boon personally selected by the mysterious Lucius Malfoy. The world as she knew it has been irrevocably broken, and as the months pass in her gilded prison, Hermione grows more and more restless for an escape. Can some form of solace be found in her enigmatic, surprisingly merciful captor who seems to harbour secrets of his own? A gothic Lumione romance.

Depression has many symptoms. Each was a clear sign when you looked hard enough, but unfortunately for everyone, Isagi was good at hiding them. Until he cracked… he couldn’t take it any more and- “I’m sorry, Noa. I’m unfit to be a striker.” and he was falling; was the moon ever this beautiful? Or was it his final flashing moments that made it significant? OR Isagi demonstrated the symptoms of depression because the author was feeling angsty <3 WITH: 3 endings (bad, neutral and good)

Ever since Hunter became an unwilling inhabitant of the Human Realm along with his friends, a worrying truth nagged at the back of his mind: He did not have access to his anti-epileptic potions. He had hoped his brain would be merciful enough to let everyone settle into their new normal before he had to disclose his condition. But of course, it had to make itself known (only a week into their stay) with a seizure. A bad one.

CG-Unit 1010 is functioning at perfectly normal parameters. It obeys orders. Enforces the law. It is not afraid of the Masters that bought it. It does not mourn the Units that fail to measure up to their exacting standards. The Behavioral Chip does not allow such aberrant behaviors. GAR Units are given many allowances. Fox wonders, sometimes, exactly when they will face the consequences of that. (aka: built and deployed on coruscant, the cybernetic constructs known as the coruscant guard come face to face with the rest of the galaxy, and begin to notice some discrepancies.)