self-hatred

There is something called a memory ball that shows the memories of a chosen person. In order to further incriminate the already dead Yiling Patriarch, the cultivation world decides to use this memory ball at the next Discussion Conference to show how evil the demonic cultivator can truly be. What appears, though, truly shocks them all. Spanish Translation Spanish Audiobook Russian Translation Another Russian Translation French Translation Thai Translation Italian Translation (Update schedule: Author is trying to graduate college so updates are paused.)

Izuku Midoriya has endured a decade of abuse, ridicule, and social ostracization due to his status as 'Quirkless'. Even his childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou, has tossed him aside and made it a mission to drill his uselessness home. But despite his obstacles and the derision of his peers, Izuku will never give up on his dream of being a hero, and will never feel shame for being called Quirkless. Because it's easier than acknowledging that he has a Quirk at all.

Control isn't the only thing Draco Malfoy has lost. But he will get it back. He will get everything back.

Eddie tries to convince himself that it is something they don't want or need. He fails. Update: August 2021. So I went back and reread this and added about 1.5k more words worth of porn throughout the chapters. Mostly on Chapter 2 because the flow of it when reading was least satisfying to me. If you're someone who goes back to reread, you're in for a few surprises!

All prisoners of Azkaban are insane. Sirius’ insanity just takes a different shape than usual.

AU where Louis Tomlinson is a principal dancer with The Royal Ballet. When his rival from ballet school, moody dance prodigy Harry Styles joins the company, old wounds are reopened and old passions reignited. During the company's production of Swan Lake the secret that doomed their love is finally revealed, but will it be too late?

“Sure thing, kiddo,” Schlatt told Tubbo. He looked over at Tommy. “You can take your cloak off if you want, kid.” “I’m not a kid,” Tommy said automatically, immediately gripping onto his cloak more tightly. He didn’t want Tubbo to hate him. As much as Tommy hated to admit it, he actually liked Tubbo quite a bit, and if he took the cloak off, Tommy was sure to be cast out immediately. Or, Tommy runs away from Dream, hiding his wings from everyone he knows.

Izuku is orphaned at the age of four and is sent into the Japanese Foster Care System. After multiple failed attempts at finding a forever home and some unfortunate circumstance, he ends up on the streets. Eventually, the vigilante, Deku appears. Eraserhead must gain his trust to bring Deku back to the right side of the law. If he he does, however, the untrustful but pure-hearted boy may just be a bit more than Aizawa Shota can handle.

Set during Deathly Hallows, Ginny makes a deal with Professor Slughorn and lives to regret it.

Harry's new to college, fresh out of Catholic school and conversion therapy camp, and Louis runs the campus LGBTQIA organization.

Six months after Sunny’s suicide, Aubrey gets invited to Kel and Hero’s house to play a strange and disturbing game they found called OMORI. In it, they’re horrified to find it follows Sunny in the three days leading up to his death. What secrets is the game hiding from them? What secrets are they hiding from each other? Can they uncover the real truth behind Sunny’s death? Or perhaps even change the outcome? A very shattered Post-Bad ending gang plays OMORI in order to find the truth while hopefully repairing their broken friendships on the way.

In a world where an alpha’s aggression can sky-rocket without the proper intervention, a mutually beneficial relationship between alphas and omegas continues in modern day: platonic breastfeeding. This exchange provides omegas with the physical relief of unending milk supplies, protection, and calming endorphins. Alphas get nutrients, aggression-reducing hormones, and emotional bonding with omegas. For most of society, this interdependent system works well with mothers, mates, and various omega milk services catering to alphas at every level. Unfortunately, UA has more alphas than omegas enrolled - and once the entire student body is forced to live in the dorms away from their families, some alphas start to get a bit thirsty. Katsuki Bakugou, the sole omega hero course student, finds himself struggling to find a balance. With supply low and demand high, can he find a way to give into his natural instincts without getting milked dry? --Or, omega!Katsuki breastfeeds all the alphas in his life as part of a mutually beneficial arrangement to keep temperaments and hormones in check. AKA: The platonic breastfeeding Bakubowl (dkbk endgame) no one asked for.

Instead of dying, Akechi finds himself eight years in the past. With his persona abilities still intact, he has to find a way to stop the end of the world. And work with a bunch of teenagers who thinks he's a child. Akechi would've preferred to stay dead.

The sinking realization that he hadn’t left that prison cell alive began settling in, because there was no other explanation for how he was back in his childhood home that he had long since left behind without a single regret. _____ In which Tommy finds himself eight years in the past after losing his life to Dream in prison. Now forced to face the family that is falling apart at the seams, Tommy desperately tries to hide the fact that he has knowledge of the future while simultaneously trying to prevent the same events from happening.

It’s the face of a child hidden behind the mask of a monster. (And they wonder, “Have I been wrong?”) Dream is locked up in Pandora’s Vault. The person they find is not the tyrant they remember. Or, Dream is fifteen. The SMP reacts.

Completed 9/29/24!previously titled Shifting LinesRemus’s third year has him dealing with taking all the electives, his friends starting to date, and, in addition to the stress of being a werewolf, he’s also finally realized something about himself that he is slowly trying to accept. Which just brings on a whole new slew of problems.The world of 4TTE will eventually include Wolfstar. Mostly canon with a few exceptions.Content warning tags are in each chapter.Don't really need to read the others before this I think, but if you want a summary of what's happened I have those posted under my worksI want to make it clear I do not agree with Rowling's views. I DO NOT AGREE WITH HER or anything she's been saying. While I am writing an HP fanfic, I do NOT promote her work or wish to give her money.This is a very pro-LGBT+ series, there will be a lot of queer characters once they're older (though we do start getting that in this book!). However, wizarding society in this is very anti-LGBT+. I will keep the hate to a minimum, but it will be a story where the characters are afraid to/cannot come out publicly. But this is a queer story written by a queer author!

Shen Jiu has never known how to behave as an omega. When his secret is revealed, he has a lot to get used to. Liu Qingge is trying his best. -- alternate title "Help! I’m an omega who’s been outed after pretending to be an alpha my whole life and now everyone’s being weird about it!!"

“…I’m catholic,” Rogers admitted eventually. “Catholic, huh.” Tony hummed noncommittally. “How’s that working out for you?” “Oh, I don’t know Stark,” Steve said then, a sarcastic bite bleeding into his voice. “How’s atheism working out for you?” he snarked. “…Touché,” Tony allowed. “And not too shabby, actually. Satan here doesn’t really inspire much faith in the big guy, if you hadn’t noticed, so I’m currently dealing with one crisis at a time.” ---Or, Lucifer utterly fails at returning to Hell at the end of season 4 and ends up in the Marvel Universe before the Avengers instead, and must now find a way home. Completely unoriginal concept, but I've had fun with it. Ignores timelines like nobody's business.

"The first time Captain Levi tells Deku that his cleaning’s 'not horrible' Deku cries, because this is the highest praise any soldier can ever be given in the Survey Corps. The others clap enthusiastically as he sobs into Petra’s shoulder." At USJ, Midoriya Izuku, instead of landing in the Flood Zone, is dropped into the world of Attack on Titan, promptly smashing his head on a rock and losing all his memories. Shiganshina has just fallen, and he wakes up on a refugee boat heading to Trost with no idea who he is or how he got there. Deku No-Surname is a former member of the Trostian Mafia, a street rat, and a valued member of Special Operations Squad Levi. His plans for the future haven't really surpassed "try not to die" until he finds himself being dragged into keeping Eren Jaeger, his fellow (quirked?) buddy from being executed by their totalitarian government. And then they're at war. He didn't really sign up for this. When he returns to his homeworld, he's... different. Sharper. Not the sniveling little kid 1-A remembers him as. No one knows where he's been, or where he got his scars, and he's not telling. All he knows is that if he's going down, he's dragging the League with him.

Akaashi is at his wits end. He feels nothing. He's quickly crumbling as a human being. He wants nothing but sweet release of death. In his fourth year of college he drafts a plan for his suicide. He is to graduate, publish writing for others to be inspired by, and slip quietly away. Shortly after, he meets a dog walker named Bokuto who asks him out and Akaashi reluctantly agrees. Nothing matters anymore and he treats Bokuto like an obligation. Until he's not anymore. Now in Russian! Translated by Princess Andromeda. Теперь по-русски! Перевод принцессы Андромеды. Now in Turkish! Translated by Cesear. Şimdi Türkçe! Çevirmek Cesear.

That night was everything they had been. What they were. Just being, no rush, no worry, no responsibility. That was them in another life, another time. A time where nothing could come between them. Untouchable. It was home. But another night shortly after, everything had changed completely. Kara did it. She finally told her. The impenetrable Luthor walls resurface and cloud her in the darkness that only one person can see her out of...But only if she lets her. - TW: Takes place right at 5x01 and switches up from there. This is a dark take on what could have happened, so beware of all the tags/trigger warnings. Lena is not turning "evil" as she did in the show. Instead, she and Kara revert further into their darkest parts. Please don't read if any of the tags you see will trigger you. It's a slow burn toward healing. It's a long, gruesome battle to get ourselves out of the dark, and the road is long and not linear. Have some patience with our girls and with yourselves. <3

The war has not gone well for anyone. The Alliance has three months left before collapse. The Horde is not much better off. With neither victory or death as options, Sylvanas proposes an alternative. A treaty, to ease tensions and open borders, with a political hostage to ensure that both sides stay in line. A marriage with many political implications and Sylvanas would only accept one person. Jaina Proudmoore. And Jaina Proudmoore made for the perfect hostage. If the Alliance moves wrong, Jaina dies. The Horde attacks, and Jaina reduces Orgrimmar to a wisp of a memory in the minds of children. Of course, no one expected Sylvanas and Jaina to be anything more than uneasy partners with each other, least of all Sylvanas and Jaina...

Marinette returns from summer vacation to find that Lila is still in her class. Even worse, she finally made good on her threat to turn Marinette's friends against her. With Marinette still reeling from her sudden loss of friends - and trying to figure out where she went wrong - transferring schools seems like the only option, so that's what she does. Doing her best to hide her bruises - both emotional and physical - she adjusts to her new school life. A (mostly) friendly and eclectic group of kids allow her into their group, but she's can't bring herself to call them friends, not when she is certain she doesn't deserve any. Featuring a Marinette who blames herself for far too much, a very worried Adrien, and some very nice and very protective quantic kids (+ Felix). [Complete!]

When Aunt May discovers that he's Spider-Man, something inside her snaps. She starts to abuse him and he deserves it, doesn't he? After all, people have died because of him. People who wouldn't have died if he was a better hero. Officially complete. Dead Dove: Do not eat. This story can now be found in Russian: https://ficbook.net/readfic/9297131 And in Chinese: https://archiveofourown.org/works/14695224/chapters/33957036 And now in French!https://archiveofourown.org/works/42708762/chapters/107290062 Thanks to all these lovely people who translated!! <3

It was a universal fact that one was likely to have a soulmate. Said soulmate would feel your pain until you touched. Said soulmate could contact you via ink on the skin for as long as you lived. Said soulmate...was someone he couldn't reply to... Because he had three. /// In which Izuku is forbided from replying to his soulmates, after his mother discovers he has not one but three. Having his mind poisoned against ever replying to them, Izuku grows up alone, without them even knowing he exists... that is until he can't take existing anymore, until he wants nothing more than to curl up and die, to escape the abuse he receives from everyone in his life. And once they know he exists, they make it their mission to find him, love him, and never let him go again, whether he wants them to or not. ///

We won the match. Join me? –JW An attachment of a photo of John that Sherlock has dreamt and wished to see for nearly five months now. It’s an image of John in the bath – naked – his legs sprawled naturally and relaxed, the hair on his legs dark from the water and his nipples hard from the contrast of cold air and warm water. His six-pack is glistening with water and his chest is dusted with very light blonde hair that has yet to become dark from the water. I don't own any of the pictures or GIFs used! Credit goes to those they belong to, you have amazing *cough* bodies! Graphic GIFs used!

After living through the original PIDW, many are brought back to their past selves. With knowledge in hand a number push to keep Shen Jiu away from their lives. When unspoken truths and unwoven lies are known can they make amends?

Draco Malfoy is cursed. Ever since Fenrir Greyback ripped him to shreds, Draco has transformed into a monster every month on the full moon. The change is painful, and living with Lucius Malfoy might be worse. But Draco is strong. He doesn’t need anyone, especially not Remus Lupin and his ragtag group of rebels. Remus Lupin might be the only person in the world who understands what Draco is going through—but he has enough on his plate, between the still-raging wizarding war, the publicized nature of his status as a werewolf, and his best friend, Sirius Black, who Remus might think of in a more-than-friendly way. He certainly can’t take in a seventeen-year-old Death Eater—can he? (Portuguese translation available)

“My body.” Sukuna’s eyes widened in surprise. “I’ll give you my body in return for saving Yuuji’s life."

It all started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there. Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor claws out emotions Dazai has never felt before, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings. ...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens to the Russian. Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too. Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)

At first, Jungkook hates it; he hates everything about soulmates, hates how perfect everyone else's are, hates the beautiful flowers blooming on his back alongside purple bruises and angry red marks. But when things take a sudden turn, all he wishes is to protect the one meant to be his. All the while Jimin wishes he would've been born without a soulmate. Or, the universe where you can feel your soulmate's pain, and Jungkook is drowning in sorrow that isn't his. Read in Vietnamese Wattpad

Percy and Jason are a pain in Nico's ass.Literally.It's two against one, and since the two happen to be Percy fucking Jackson and Jason freaking Grace, Nico's got no choice but to run. Too bad he's running out places to hide in this camp!Percy and Jason can't get enough of their adorably sexy Nico. And yes Nico is theirs, only theirs, and no one else's.

Of all the brothers Branch expected to return: John Dory was at the bottom of the list. So I've seen a ton of Floyd comes back and raises Branch... This one is JD. Also if you're here from one of my other fics, I am so sorry the brainrot is bad.

"Tim almost flinched at Batman’s words, but his viciousness had only grown. Somewhere in the back of his mind Tim was screaming at himself to stop talking and take the punishment as a small mercy. But he had been expected to forgive both of his attempted-murderers without complaint; expected to forgive people who had never been sorry for hurting him in the first place. An even larger part of his mind was out for blood." "'You don’t get to make decisions for me when you threw me away like garbage,' Tim hissed." There is only so far someone can bend before they break.

“He’s so different from what Phil remembers of Dream. He used to be cool and confident, and extremely intimidating when he wanted to be. He seemed untouchable, like he wasn’t afraid of anything. But this Dream is the complete opposite. He’s small and fragile, always expecting something bad to happen. This Dream is terrified of people and has mental breakdowns and hesitates to open the curtains a bit more even when Phil nods in approval.” Or, Dream gets thrown in the prison for his crimes, comes out different, and Phil comes to the realization that he’s adopted a fourth son.