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Youngjae feels pain shoot up his back as Jaebum slams him up against the bathroom door hard, hands rumpling Youngjae’s shirt. He looks wild, with eyes darting between Youngjae’s own and his trembling lips. Youngjae thinks Jaebum has never looked more perfect than he does now with his hair tangled from being pulled on, his eyes wide and so, so dark that Youngjae nearly loses himself in them. Jaebum’s breaths are heavy and he’s so close Youngjae can feel every exhale fanning his face, tickling his cheeks. He’s getting closer and Youngjae can barely breathe, his heart racing and palms sweaty. ‘This can’t be happening’, Youngjae thinks as Jaebum leans ever closer. He’s so close that some desperate part of Youngjae almost thinks Jaebum’s going to finally- “You disgust me.”

During an interview, the host unexpectedly asks the ATEEZ members what their ideal type is for a girlfriend. No one is thrown off more than San, who becomes painfully aware of the possibility of the members someday getting girlfriends. The possibility of Wooyoung getting a girlfriend. Feelings that have previously stayed under wraps begin to surface and San can no longer go back to seeing his best friend the same way.