Safe with you.
WARNING: PLEASE READ THIS FIRST
This is an EXTREMELY graphic fic so please read all of the tags and know that they are all there for a reason. Content including and not limited to: extreme depictions of violence, underage sex/drugs/alcohol, vivid descriptions of anxiety disorders/nightmares/panic attacks, torture, depictions of sexual/physical/emotional abuse and neglect, Sexual assault: Father-son non consensual, Incest: Brother-brother consensual...
Please please please read the tags and know that they are NOT just there for fun. This is a very very dark piece.
Summary:
Sometimes when John came back from a hunt and was becoming reunited with whatever hotel room or flat they had rented for the time being, he still had a lot of adrenaline left and wasn't ready to settle. When nothing else worked, when he couldn’t get the energy spike out of his system, sometimes he took it out on Dean. It was just something that started happening. John couldn’t remember exactly when and he didn’t really care.