I had a friendship for years, many years and with the natural order of things

我有些大胆的想法，敢听听吗？

I had a friendship for years, many years and with the natural order of things, everyone continued their life and made a family, We had contact through messages for a long time until he stopped responding.. Entiendo que hay cambios y todos tenemos otras prioridades, but it hurt. I tried to get back in touch but I didn't know it happened a couple of times and I also have my pride and my self-esteem and I decided to leave the subject for peace.. I recently met her and she invited me to a party at her house.. I accepted everything naturally, although the previous days were a sea of emotions., Part of this grief was thinking if I had done something wrong., Or if it would make things worse to ask about their estrangement. The day arrived and I was determined to have a good time., I actually didn't talk to her for more than 30 seconds on several occasions., The rest of the time I was chatting with other guests I knew. It was time for me to leave and we said goodbye in a normal way.. Me di cuenta que todo lo que recordaba ya no existe, es decir ella es la misma, but he seems like another person and my current self could say that too. A few years ago I would have made a drama to get answers but I realized that there really is no concise question, it just happened. Hoy me siento como si hubiera cerrado una etapa y al mismo tiempo siente un hueco nuevo.

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